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Ishtar
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This is Ishtar. I'm not here right now, but leave a message and I'll get back to you as soon as possible. Toodles~

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[His fingers slowly stilled until he simply held her close, feeling the way she shook beneath his fingertips, and his hand moves down to brush her tears away.]

You don't need to do that... apologize.

[ Ishtar squeezed him tightly, somehow afraid of letting him go right now. She felt that she might lose him again if she let go and it wasn't a wonderful feeling. She never really had the courage to bring up things that she had to tell him just because she always felt that it would only hurt him, in which it did.

She couldn't win either way but it seemed like telling the truth was better than avoiding it. She wasn't crying as much anymore, but the corners of her eyes were still welled up with tears as he wiped them away. A gentle gesture that she always found comforting when she was upset. ]

But I do.

[His hold tightened just a fraction at that response. He shook his head slowly, his fingers itching to move, itching to-- but he held them still. His voice low.]

No. you don't.

You didn't do anything. It was...

[It was.... he didn't know what it was but it wasn't her. She didn't hurt him.]

... It wasn't your fault.

[ Ishtar's not sure of what was going on in his head, but all she knew was that she felt extremely insecure about her current position and worried but it wasn't Zero's fault. Something must have triggered his anger beyond just what happened to her. ]

I worried you-- that much I know. I didn't speak to you or let you know for three days Zero.

[ She quietly mumbled to him. She felt that she did but it might not be the case completely but she didn't know what was running through his head again. ]

...It's not your fault either... then. So we're even.

[ She managed to weakly smile against him. ]

No. [He let his hand fall.] We're not.

Just humor me alright?

[ She replied before hugging him again. ]

Let's not argue about stuff right now. I think we're both mentally drained.

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