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Princess Ishtar of Pheliosta ([personal profile] xroyal_bratx) wrote 2015-09-28 02:33 am (UTC)

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[ It's honestly back to what they were talking about a long time ago. What did he want her to do? Nothing. She was just saying. Of course she can't stop his emotions from going out of control. That's him. That's a part of him that she couldn't change because deep down, they were very similar in regards to valuing the lives of others. She wasn't expecting him to walk away happily knowing she died. ]

Dammit Zero! I'm not telling you to act a certain way or change yourself! That's not the point here! What do want me to do?! Not get killed, not get hurt? Should I just watch other people get hurt instead and do nothing? I'm not a doll. I don't want to be a burden to you or anyone else. I want to be able to do things, protect you, and protect others, and if it means I get hurt in the process, that just what happens. I can take responsibility for myself!

I can't change that about myself just as you can't change how much you worry about me or anyone you care about. You deserve to be pissed off and worried, upset, and I'm sorry! I don't know what the hell else to do?! I just don't want you to make those faces. I hate it because I put those faces on you and I don't want that. I don't want you to be in pain or suffering because of me.

[ At this point, tears were welling at the corners of her eyes, because she was getting really worked up over this when she shouldn't be. She should just let it go, and accept it and let it go with the flow, but no. Ishtar wasn't the type to sit back and take it lying down. ]

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