[ Pretty much. She wished he didn't have to make all those difficult decisions. Ishtar pets his head slightly before getting back up. ]

Yeah sure what do you wanna ask?

[ She blinks in confusion when he asked her about fighting and how did she not feel bad? In truth, she always felt horrible fighting in any way or form. It's not something she is proud of. ]

You just don't you know? It's not easy having to fight someone but there's no way you won't feel bad about it. Only people who truly are heartless don't feel bad. I feel bad when I fight but I have to take responsibility for the stuff that I do. Sometimes just not feeling bad isn't an option. You're carrying the weight of doing something to hurt someone else and sometimes it's either you do it or you die not doing it.

[ She's not even entirely sure what she's really saying anymore. ]