...I don't know...just-- I'm not really sure what I'm trying to say here.

[ Well she sort of said two contrasting things didn't she. It took her a moment to grasp her thoughts again ]

You don't have to keep it to yourself you know?

[ as much as she wants to breeze over the topic, she's aware how serious it is. Especially when she could hear someone she didn't usually hear cry like that. The sounds weren't loud but with a quiet apartment and the rest of the world sleeping, it was hard to avoid. ]